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Gosh duno wat kind of life is this, no discipline, no firmness, gosh so aimless, but how determine i should be . Wat am i looking for before 20 , haix one lifetime, how can i concentrate wat and how to get motivation . Assignmentssssssssssssssss, follow by new year, after new year, assignement again, after assignment will be examinations, then holiday, bath dog , and holidays YEP finally, it seems that life is a routine! how , GOD i hope i can have some life, i wana go cycle and the place i wana goo, but haix, holiday lazy BUM naughty gal

Finally a new entry , ON christmas!!!!

Merry christmas to all, haha. Holidays, seems not really nice this time, besides assignemnt, breaks are mostly at home watching drama series. Sometimes really hope to tell myself, come on girl get some life go out of ur comfy pigsty, heee, mummy sorry , something went wrong with me today. I really need sometime to relax too. serious man. need the time to think what am i doing and everything, finding back the previous purpose. Wah the thing that i hope to do is to sit at the beach drinking a cup of cold lemonade. hahah wahhh wonderful beautiful!!!!!

Really excited for xiamen trip wonder what kind of trip will it be. hope that i could get some purpose or some inspiration when i go there. Opps gal jia you to alll, i am xing fu de!!! hahaha

words i think is wonderful: Everyone is trying their best, y should i stop even if i face a tiger that is blocking me, i could run, i can kill it, BUT it's My choice to choose what i want, what i need, what i feel that how and what i need to do to make my life a meaningful one.
Everyday the clock is ticking the world is spinning, no one will stop because i am ill or because i tear or missing, i'm not that big shot, so y i need this special attention since i know i will not get it.
WAh suddenly so sentimental, YIZHI you got lots to improve jia you!
Everyone jia you dun stop here, lots to go on.

Life

This is my 1st entry after sch opens... so far life is like stress uncertain scary and jia you... today have some though... hmm today think of what im gonna do for mother's day. then from radio heard messages after messages from people their grattitude towards mother.. then heard story regardin mother dying , then saw show regardin children dying omg so saddenin.. i wonder who god choose , why did he choose that person.. he has his reason ok but life ... we really duno who will leave us tmr,, even we neo this facts but y we human cant do it. i always imagine the feelin if my mum... i cant take it hmm hope i dun do anythin that sadened her. really wat i can do is try my best live life to fullest at times take a small breAK to prepare for that long journey ,, but of cos everyone at times need some motivation to go that extra mile. to everyone no matter what happens in life we have to do our best cos is the only 1 time and also for the 1 time that some others urge for ... ok now i mus try my best to get rest hahahaha tmr is ohm $$ ohm day work gogogogogogogo love everyone who look at this entry ,, love even those who did not look haha.. NO WORRIES LIFE IS NOT EASY BUT TIME AND UR HEART WILL GIVE U A WAY ,,, A WAY SO NO WORRIES YOU'LL BE BLESS!MUAHHHH!!HUGGIES!!!! MUMI I LOVE YOU!GOD HELP ME TO LOVE HER MORE

Can't sleep

omg tmr is the start of school and i cant sleep gosh how man . duno wat im thinkin tried all i can ... try drinkin honey ..eatin banana...haix still how.........heee just a really short complain...an wish everyone a gd day .no worries its gonna be fine

my point

Thanks for paulyn, suddely i felt tat she has grown up and i seriously like that change . so i think i shall pick my mind up , pick my self up and charge although now i do not hav much feeling or confidence whether i can do it but wats important , the vision become blurer , i neo but im sure life has times where vision become blurer so i shall paitiently wait till the fog is gone

Thks BUDDIessssss, lovey day.

PPL knowin that u gals are worried , so wana write a post for u ppl, thks alot i really appreciate 100%. YI zhi is still me,, really jus alittle quiet only.. no reason really .. Love u guys. thanks alot i know i hav let u guys worrried haha . i'm jus currently workin now and no off days if i really can get off i will call u ppl ok and meet u ppl out. see u guys this sun i'm workin. until then u guys see whether i'm alrite ok so dun woriii now aiyooooo. thks so much.. u ppl mus take care ur self also dun worried i won't tired myself de. muahhhhhhh!!!!ssssssssssssssssssss. love,ohm money money ohm.

What a GREAT day i have!!!

yop! first i wake up late again .... then went for art therapy was a great section now i know tat me hav different level of anger and i will react differently.

Then some great things happen again .... the blur god knock on my door.... I actually plan to eat with serene then realise i did not bring wallet. next i went to look in my bag , yeah found $10 in my schedlue book then i eat lunch so next step is togo home take my IC and go airport work by that time is 1.54pm need to reach airport, so i took bus . IN the bus mumi call me and say u got check properly ma!!! hmm see the front pocket OMG MY WALLET IS IN MY BAG ALL THE TIME..

ok still nvm work was fun i get to drink different juices yummy!! but gave wrong juice to the wrong customer and they did noy realise.

ok hm sweet hm time... i took the bus and over stop ,supposeto stop at payalebar but the bus bus went all the way to buoncy rd and worse of all no last bus!!!!!!!! then waste 8 dollar go hm haiyo ...ohm $$ byee byee .
thks mumi tis few days , apperciate the ppl beside u.